MY DAD THE BASTARD

So, my parents are arguing for like the 84368481468016410017401th time and I’m pretty over it. I mean, go get your sh*t together somewhere else, okay, not in front of your f*cking children. My little brother’s currently screaming his lungs out and the whole house is just a big f*cking mess. My Godzilla mother is chucking china around like its worth nothing and my dad’s just sitting there, laughing, watching this sh*t go down and thinking that none of this is his fault. He enjoys seeing my mum lose it and us struggling.

 

Sometimes, I think he gets a thrill from seeing us in despair. I just wanna walk up to him and punch his face. How can he think that he can just treat his family like sh*t? I mean, what kind of dad does that? Going gambling every single night for the last week and throwing away money that we need to pay off the bills; the money that my mum worked her ass off for. And he thinks that he can just waltz in and out, demanding $1000 each time?

 

He’s honestly so stupid, wasting money he could be spending on a family vacations, buying something for his loving wife, who always manages to forgive him, put up with his sh*t and get him out of it. I honestly don’t understand how she can still see him as a good person. I know that if it were me, I would’ve left ages ago. I mean I just don’t understand how she can still love him, giving him another chance over and over again. Why, I always ask her. Why mum? I really don’t understand.

 

Another thing I don’t understand is why my dad completely changes around his friends. Whenever he’s around his rich friends, he dresses nicely, always paying for their extravagant dinners and offering the money he does not have to them. Who’s he trying to impress? They all know that he’s not well off at all. I mean, how can he be so blinded not to see that they’re laughing at him, not with him? The only person he’s lying to is himself; he’s not fooling anyone else.

 

He doesn’t have a job, can’t hold one for longer than 1 month; a failure at being a dad and a husband. He’s just a complete failure.

 

Well, I’m pretty sure that we’re in debt to the bank now, thanks to him and this’ll probably be my last post in a long time so this is me, signing over and out.